I hate this week.

[xenologer]

I seriously would just like to go a few hours today without something making me want to scream. I want to sit down and eat. I want to see Brian. I want to have a conversation with somebody who isn't going to treat me like a half-human pitiable monster for being a woman, or who isn't going to completely blow past all my clearly-stated boundaries, or maybe just somebody who can actually listen to me without me needing to protect them from the added stress of me being affected by their actions.

There is no way to have a problem if everybody around you has too many problems to deal with you having your own. How can you ask for support? How can you ask for consideration? How can you ask for anything, when the mere revelation that you have a problem is going to create still more exhausting drama?

Dear Universe: Don't call me this weekend. Seriously, don't. If my phone by some miracle is not off or broken into a million pieces, I will somehow find a way to travel through the airwaves and detonate your phone while you are still holding it to your face. Assume that I don't want to talk to anybody. I am done with this week, and I only wish it were done with me already.

If I can't go to anybody for anything because you're all big balls of drama, then don't bring your damn drama to me, either. I don't owe you CRAP.

Signed,

Ashley.

P.S. Also, universe, way to remind me that there are people who actually believe and are willing to tell me women should be seen and not heard or they're harder to love. Keep it classy, universe.

Comments

[crysthewolf.livejournal.com]

=( Sorry your week's been craptastic and that the universe is being shitty. You want I should sick my demon cat on someone's soul for you? She's good at it. ;)

[veronica-rich.livejournal.com]

Also, universe, way to remind me that there are people who actually believe and are willing to tell me women should be seen and not heard or they're harder to love.

Where did you run into my father?

[admnaismith.livejournal.com]

Seems to me, everyone has big balls of drama because things are sucky right now all over, for everyone. Except, of course, for the privileged few who get to spend their whole lives in insulated bubbles secure against the bricks thrown by the starving masses outside.

You aren't required to be the heroine who has to rescue everybody else all the time. You also aren't some "weak female" who can be stepped on. It kinda surprises me that anyone around you would treat you like you were---but then, there's been a whole lot of surprisingly bad behavior going on everywhere lately.

Here...maybe this granny DJ will make you smile: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/8550942.stm

[safenthecity.livejournal.com]

UM WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT?

♥ I know I'm forever away, but here is all my support.

[kingofdoma.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry your week sucked.

To alleviate the pain, may I present... the entire offensive line of William McKinley High School doing the dance from Beyonce's Single Ladies.

Have a good weekend.

[kaisharga.livejournal.com]

If you need a bodyguard, I'll do it for the cost of gas there and back.

[praxian2007.livejournal.com]

Wow - talk about a bad week!

Hope your weekend is fun. =)