The insider perspective
Apr. 22nd, 2008 01:57 pmSometimes I wonder why I stay on Hidden Realms.
I think the answer is that I like the setting. Brian's told me that he has no interest in the OOC community there, and I'm starting to think he may be right to keep himself uninvolved.
I don't trust the character application mods because they do only a fraction of the posting in that forum, and several times as much griping about how hard it is. I don't trust new members because they're not expected to do anything but what's been done a thousand times, and all think they're the best yet. I don't trust the staffers there because everything I say and do is reported back to the staff forum to evaluate the danger I pose. I don't trust the non-staff elite because they can do whatever they please while us "rabblerousers" can't cough without being asked why we did it and what we meant by it.
So who does that leave? It leaves me and what I'm writing in the setting with the people I referred because I've already verified that they're distinctive and decent individuals. I'll interact with other people IC, but at this point they've mostly become kind of an RP resource. They're not people to me because they have little to nothing to offer me as people. They offer me paranoia, double standards, and half have nothing to distinguish them as individuals beyond that typical internet drive to be the weirdest.
They say that people who like sausage and respect the law should never watch either being made. I think the same saying applies to the building of a community. The more you know about what and whom it's based on, the less worthy it really seems. Best to stay for a year and move on before the luster dims and you really start to see what's going on.
I think the answer is that I like the setting. Brian's told me that he has no interest in the OOC community there, and I'm starting to think he may be right to keep himself uninvolved.
I don't trust the character application mods because they do only a fraction of the posting in that forum, and several times as much griping about how hard it is. I don't trust new members because they're not expected to do anything but what's been done a thousand times, and all think they're the best yet. I don't trust the staffers there because everything I say and do is reported back to the staff forum to evaluate the danger I pose. I don't trust the non-staff elite because they can do whatever they please while us "rabblerousers" can't cough without being asked why we did it and what we meant by it.
So who does that leave? It leaves me and what I'm writing in the setting with the people I referred because I've already verified that they're distinctive and decent individuals. I'll interact with other people IC, but at this point they've mostly become kind of an RP resource. They're not people to me because they have little to nothing to offer me as people. They offer me paranoia, double standards, and half have nothing to distinguish them as individuals beyond that typical internet drive to be the weirdest.
They say that people who like sausage and respect the law should never watch either being made. I think the same saying applies to the building of a community. The more you know about what and whom it's based on, the less worthy it really seems. Best to stay for a year and move on before the luster dims and you really start to see what's going on.