Jul. 5th, 2008

xenologer: (pistol)
Inde3pendence day wins for being july dfour

Our friends win for encouraging breian ane md to go upstais and have sex (even if they were gone whwn we gont doen_)

Black people win for spenin g lots of money on firewoks so rhat our neighborhood has the best fireworks aorund (fuck the official displays man)

Whigs and Tories (I spent a couple of tries gietting that righ) win for being pre-America

aMERICN wins for blowing suff up to scared away the bad middle eastedrn people that we'rew all terrifed of

Arayala (she'so n my other forum) wins for making (it took me 4 triest o get that wor right) me love RP again. Yay Ara! Also I wanna be a priest. Only black, 'cuz drow are black.

Brian wins for not tasxting bad when he's had a cigar in his mouth.

Bailey's wins cuz I can make it at hoem

Watermelon wins because we're filling it with melon rum (which wins for being drunk jolly ranchrs(

RPGWW wins for being my nativ land

Lips win for beign numb

Our friends win for teling mew to run off and have sex (cuz they ddid)

Nama wins for planning to create an Imp (but fails for not doing it yet)

I win because I'M THE GODDAM ADMIN

My liver winsfor protecting me from the stuff i dranmk

Idran wins for being math

gmail koses for trying to get me to vbote hillary way after she dropped out

I win for being th monarch os fthe sea thr uler of hte queen's navy and all great britan stats to chant that we are her mohs and her botrhthers and heraunts

VBriab ind sof rohaving sex with me

JOHN win for mouth boom

I lost owrmgrow

Homerow!

HOMEWRO

Saro ins yeay <333333333333333333333333333333 ? 3333333333333

blnkm lights damn

Fuck. English is hard

Fuck your furkci n languarfge

GOD BLESZ AMERICAS ENGLISH N ESHIT

INTEDRNET
<3

No morez edx my My bvainas tired
xenologer: (pistol)
Inde3pendence day wins for being july dfour

Our friends win for encouraging breian ane md to go upstais and have sex (even if they were gone whwn we gont doen_)

Black people win for spenin g lots of money on firewoks so rhat our neighborhood has the best fireworks aorund (fuck the official displays man)

Whigs and Tories (I spent a couple of tries gietting that righ) win for being pre-America

aMERICN wins for blowing suff up to scared away the bad middle eastedrn people that we'rew all terrifed of

Arayala (she'so n my other forum) wins for making (it took me 4 triest o get that wor right) me love RP again. Yay Ara! Also I wanna be a priest. Only black, 'cuz drow are black.

Brian wins for not tasxting bad when he's had a cigar in his mouth.

Bailey's wins cuz I can make it at hoem

Watermelon wins because we're filling it with melon rum (which wins for being drunk jolly ranchrs(

RPGWW wins for being my nativ land

Lips win for beign numb

Our friends win for teling mew to run off and have sex (cuz they ddid)

Nama wins for planning to create an Imp (but fails for not doing it yet)

I win because I'M THE GODDAM ADMIN

My liver winsfor protecting me from the stuff i dranmk

Idran wins for being math

gmail koses for trying to get me to vbote hillary way after she dropped out

I win for being th monarch os fthe sea thr uler of hte queen's navy and all great britan stats to chant that we are her mohs and her botrhthers and heraunts

VBriab ind sof rohaving sex with me

JOHN win for mouth boom

I lost owrmgrow

Homerow!

HOMEWRO

Saro ins yeay <333333333333333333333333333333 ? 3333333333333

blnkm lights damn

Fuck. English is hard

Fuck your furkci n languarfge

GOD BLESZ AMERICAS ENGLISH N ESHIT

INTEDRNET
<3

No morez edx my My bvainas tired
xenologer: (pistol)
Inde3pendence day wins for being july dfour

Our friends win for encouraging breian ane md to go upstais and have sex (even if they were gone whwn we gont doen_)

Black people win for spenin g lots of money on firewoks so rhat our neighborhood has the best fireworks aorund (fuck the official displays man)

Whigs and Tories (I spent a couple of tries gietting that righ) win for being pre-America

aMERICN wins for blowing suff up to scared away the bad middle eastedrn people that we'rew all terrifed of

Arayala (she'so n my other forum) wins for making (it took me 4 triest o get that wor right) me love RP again. Yay Ara! Also I wanna be a priest. Only black, 'cuz drow are black.

Brian wins for not tasxting bad when he's had a cigar in his mouth.

Bailey's wins cuz I can make it at hoem

Watermelon wins because we're filling it with melon rum (which wins for being drunk jolly ranchrs(

RPGWW wins for being my nativ land

Lips win for beign numb

Our friends win for teling mew to run off and have sex (cuz they ddid)

Nama wins for planning to create an Imp (but fails for not doing it yet)

I win because I'M THE GODDAM ADMIN

My liver winsfor protecting me from the stuff i dranmk

Idran wins for being math

gmail koses for trying to get me to vbote hillary way after she dropped out

I win for being th monarch os fthe sea thr uler of hte queen's navy and all great britan stats to chant that we are her mohs and her botrhthers and heraunts

VBriab ind sof rohaving sex with me

JOHN win for mouth boom

I lost owrmgrow

Homerow!

HOMEWRO

Saro ins yeay <333333333333333333333333333333 ? 3333333333333

blnkm lights damn

Fuck. English is hard

Fuck your furkci n languarfge

GOD BLESZ AMERICAS ENGLISH N ESHIT

INTEDRNET
<3

No morez edx my My bvainas tired
xenologer: (never stand alone)
Y'know... I was told tonight that Brian and I are awesome together.

I think after more than three and a half years of dating the same guy, after building a life with him and putting grad school on hold so that I can stay in Indy until he finishes school, after having my mother refer to him angrily as "my daughter's fuckbuddy," and after the recent doubts and upset over whether he could be with a woman who wasn't an atheist...

After all that I still like hearing things like this. As much as I sometimes shake my head at people who think we're all perfect with no troubles or rough patches... I'm glad that people look at us and see something healthy and good. I haven't always had that, and I certainly didn't see anything like it growing up.

All I had to learn from were mistakes I didn't want to repeat, so a lot of the credit for this relationship has to go to Brian. I'm moody (though I'm getting better), demanding (though I'm getting better at making my needs and desires clear), selfish (still workin' on it), and I too quickly shut people out if I think they're a danger to me (which I haven't needed to do as much with him around). But I've had him here, and beyond making me a happier person... I think he's made me a better one.

So here's my thanks going out to Brian. It's nearing six in the morning and I'm still up, but this seemed like something that should be said before I crawl into bed with a boy who'll be getting up in just over an hour to go to work.

It doesn't feel like my fourth year in a relationship, but looking back at the person I used to be... it seems like a lifetime ago that I met him. I haven't done everything the way I should, and perhaps neither has he. But I wouldn't change a second of it, because right now... I'm precisely where I need to be.

I'm... content. And even if I don't know what's going to happen to me or what I'm going to do for a job (or if I'll even get one in my field before grad school), I can count on him being there. That means wherever I am and whatever I'm doing, I'll be with someone who loves me. If you don't have that, you've got nothing. But boy, if you've got it...

Before I get any sappier with this than I have... I'm going to bed.
xenologer: (never stand alone)
Y'know... I was told tonight that Brian and I are awesome together.

I think after more than three and a half years of dating the same guy, after building a life with him and putting grad school on hold so that I can stay in Indy until he finishes school, after having my mother refer to him angrily as "my daughter's fuckbuddy," and after the recent doubts and upset over whether he could be with a woman who wasn't an atheist...

After all that I still like hearing things like this. As much as I sometimes shake my head at people who think we're all perfect with no troubles or rough patches... I'm glad that people look at us and see something healthy and good. I haven't always had that, and I certainly didn't see anything like it growing up.

All I had to learn from were mistakes I didn't want to repeat, so a lot of the credit for this relationship has to go to Brian. I'm moody (though I'm getting better), demanding (though I'm getting better at making my needs and desires clear), selfish (still workin' on it), and I too quickly shut people out if I think they're a danger to me (which I haven't needed to do as much with him around). But I've had him here, and beyond making me a happier person... I think he's made me a better one.

So here's my thanks going out to Brian. It's nearing six in the morning and I'm still up, but this seemed like something that should be said before I crawl into bed with a boy who'll be getting up in just over an hour to go to work.

It doesn't feel like my fourth year in a relationship, but looking back at the person I used to be... it seems like a lifetime ago that I met him. I haven't done everything the way I should, and perhaps neither has he. But I wouldn't change a second of it, because right now... I'm precisely where I need to be.

I'm... content. And even if I don't know what's going to happen to me or what I'm going to do for a job (or if I'll even get one in my field before grad school), I can count on him being there. That means wherever I am and whatever I'm doing, I'll be with someone who loves me. If you don't have that, you've got nothing. But boy, if you've got it...

Before I get any sappier with this than I have... I'm going to bed.
xenologer: (never stand alone)
Y'know... I was told tonight that Brian and I are awesome together.

I think after more than three and a half years of dating the same guy, after building a life with him and putting grad school on hold so that I can stay in Indy until he finishes school, after having my mother refer to him angrily as "my daughter's fuckbuddy," and after the recent doubts and upset over whether he could be with a woman who wasn't an atheist...

After all that I still like hearing things like this. As much as I sometimes shake my head at people who think we're all perfect with no troubles or rough patches... I'm glad that people look at us and see something healthy and good. I haven't always had that, and I certainly didn't see anything like it growing up.

All I had to learn from were mistakes I didn't want to repeat, so a lot of the credit for this relationship has to go to Brian. I'm moody (though I'm getting better), demanding (though I'm getting better at making my needs and desires clear), selfish (still workin' on it), and I too quickly shut people out if I think they're a danger to me (which I haven't needed to do as much with him around). But I've had him here, and beyond making me a happier person... I think he's made me a better one.

So here's my thanks going out to Brian. It's nearing six in the morning and I'm still up, but this seemed like something that should be said before I crawl into bed with a boy who'll be getting up in just over an hour to go to work.

It doesn't feel like my fourth year in a relationship, but looking back at the person I used to be... it seems like a lifetime ago that I met him. I haven't done everything the way I should, and perhaps neither has he. But I wouldn't change a second of it, because right now... I'm precisely where I need to be.

I'm... content. And even if I don't know what's going to happen to me or what I'm going to do for a job (or if I'll even get one in my field before grad school), I can count on him being there. That means wherever I am and whatever I'm doing, I'll be with someone who loves me. If you don't have that, you've got nothing. But boy, if you've got it...

Before I get any sappier with this than I have... I'm going to bed.

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