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Proof to me that Brian is a good thing in my life:
My mind is in one piece.
This may be a result of using RP as some sort of bizarre geeky therapy, but a year and a half ago this couldn't have helped me. It's something else.
I don't have to crack my personality into pieces anymore. I can if I want, and only when I want. It's nice to feel in control again.
For a long time it was very difficult to feel things as one person, or effectively at all. Everything was too intense, too out-of-control, too much altogether.
For now, I'm okay. And there's only one of me.
My mind is in one piece.
This may be a result of using RP as some sort of bizarre geeky therapy, but a year and a half ago this couldn't have helped me. It's something else.
I don't have to crack my personality into pieces anymore. I can if I want, and only when I want. It's nice to feel in control again.
For a long time it was very difficult to feel things as one person, or effectively at all. Everything was too intense, too out-of-control, too much altogether.
For now, I'm okay. And there's only one of me.
